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No real reason why I am posting other than the fact that my readers want more! So work was okay today, made some okay cash, waiting for my one true love to come back from Belgium (I can't lie, actually I am waiting for my gift....) He keeps saying that he is not bringing anyone back anything, but for all you suckers out there....ha ha ha I will get something (I better be getting something I would hate to have to hunt you down!) Anyway I need to steal some music, so I will post more tomorrow!

By the way

Here are a couple of countdowns that I am looking forward to!


Harry Potter:16 days

Fourth of July:5 days

Dan comes home:4 days

Matt is dragged back by Dan:4 days

Chilis Oakview is no longer:3 days

I'm not afraid of being molested....

So this above statement was said to me by a fellow co-worker/friend. The conversation went something like this, "well why do I never get a drunk call in the middle of the night?" She responds with, "I usually call 'so-and-so'", and I repeated, "why do I never get a call in the middle of the night?" and it was answered with, "when I call so-and-so, I am not afraid of being molested" "Well you probably should be!"

Why do all straight girls automatically think that all lesbians want them? Trust me if you called and needed a ride home, I would not be in the mood to molest you. One, because I was probably sleeping and pissed that you called and two, you are probably not hot, if you think you can just call at the drop of a dime! (If you were hot, you would have already been in my bed!). It's always the dogs that think that you want them. Not that this one is particularly a dog, persay, but for her to think that the only way I could tap that would for her to be drunk... well honey, I got news for you! They don't call me the toaster king for nothing! And trust me when I say that I have never had to be drunk!

So to all you "straights" with the thought that "the gays" are out to get you....get over it! Because I have dated hotter chicks than you can ever become! To my few friends that are exceptions, kudos!

May you rest in peace.

Well, this post is for any of you that have ever lost someone dear to you. Where to start...

The pain I saw rush forth from your face as I drove up consumed my every fiber. The lost you had just learned of fresh in your heart, fresh in your mind and shown by the tears brushed away by your shirt. To think that you would see this day, and have to learn to live on, was something I never fathomed. To look in the rear-view mirror and watch the road pass in your sullen face, was not a feeling I wanted to experience. But now the tears flow a little less frequent, the sobs have simmered to a whimpering, and there is a glimmer of possibility in the future. Possibility that you can move forward...not move on but always forward.

I know the next few weeks will be hard, hard to wake up in the morning, hard to breathe, and most of all hard to live. But everytime you remind yourself to wake up, to take a breath, to live....it will get easier. So the next time you find yourself lying in bed, not breathing, remember just a little time...There is nothing that I can say that will end the pain you feel, but look around, and you will realize that there have been many wonderful people in and out of your life. They have made a mark, made you the person you are today, and you will understand that the void you feel in your heart will be filled with all the good memories that you had thought you had forgotten. Be strong, it is okay to take time for yourself, even the oak tree sways with the wind.

Rest in Peace
06-26-06

Hell has frozen over.....

Two weeks...yup I put them in on Monday. The plan is to stick around for about a week, and then hopefully, my favorite manager Leah will not schedule me for the last week. *wink wink* So anyway things there are weird, let me give you a run down of my life at Chilis....I started almost three years ago, I applied because I knew one of the managers from a previous job and knew she would hire me. The money was good at first, then it slowed down but I stuck with it because the people were awesome, then a few of the people left, and more and more disappeared, and at this moment I could probably not name any of them but at the time they were friends. Now the money is short and I hate going to work, because I have no responsibilities and no friends other then the management, which is ran by a bunch of tards that believe servers and managers should not be friends, even if they are the same age....I can understand. So my tenure at Chilis is over, well at Oakview it is, I am officially transferring and then from there I need to find a real job, or possibly some school that will take my sorry ass. So I know that I have neglected the blog the last few weeks, but I have been stressed, and strangly enough since Monday I have had this release of tension in shoulders, go imagine! So for right now I need to catch up on e-mail and shit then I will catch up on calls!

Friends?....Hell I got plenty....Oh wait, are we still talking about friends?

So to answer your question Dan, I have plenty, but I am sure that after many days of reading the same entry, one gets tires, it is amazing that that you guys still come back. Well we have a show this weekend, yup on Saturday, at 9pm at Flixx...hint hint hint for those of you in town... Other than that all is well on the home front, we have two new performers.............H-O-T, HOT! Yeah I said it.......HOTTTTTT! So you people should definitely be there.

Well work still sucks I wasn't too happy about the Michaels deal, so I might just actually have to put the nose to the grindstone and find a real job. Chilis still kind of blows, I like the people but there are no customers....the only days this week that I needed to leave because of an appointment we were busier than Hell, I could have made bank! Oh well, it might be a sign....I am officially transferring to Crossroads, there will be other things to deal with...Canadians....but maybe it will relieve some of this stress that has nestled itself a little den into the back of my head and upper shoulders. So I am off, to get some misc. crap done, it is amazing how many errands I have....I am 25, I should not be running errands!

I can't get a word in edge wise!

So I want to take a moment to thank my two biggest fans, the time and effort you spent on fighting over me....thank you! But if I ever hear those words only in joking...."Who is Terri?" heads will roll, do you understand me? I am your sun, moon, stars and universe....know that!

Lavender....

Everyone needs something, something or someone to occupy their time...the time between work, school and sleep. Most people, whether they admit it or not, have some"thing". For me it is the Kingsmen, for another friend it is a self proclaimed need to be the voice of Omaha. Last night it was determined that Omaha needs a voice, not from the chamber of commerce, or the city council, or the mayor....not even from the people (because if you have ever been a minority you know that the people cannot be trusted)...but from us. Us being all of the people that have something to say about this little town we call the Big O! So here's to you Joshy, Good luck and keep the truth in everything you do...it will always speak to the people.

Very Disappointed....

So in my fury of gay bashing the other day, there were no comments, how very sad...I would have thought more of you had some sort of inspirational words to say! Oh well you can't fight with your audience, they pay the bills!

On to new and exciting stuff, my sister's computer has a virus, whoo-peee, so I am here at home trying to rid the evil black box of evil pink eye causing viruses...would that be virii? The multiple of virus, what is it?....I am drawing a blank. Oh well anywho things are slow here on the ranch, (and by that I don't necessarily mean that I live on a ranch but rather it is a ....nevermind, see this is why I need to talk about queer bashing or trips I have taken because this shit here doesn't cut it!)

Work, ahh I hate that place! It sucks so I am putting this out into the great expanses of the internet...I need a JOB! Yes a J-O-B job! Know of anyone that is hiring? I have a degree, I am a genius, and I am good with people, unless they are old or young, or middle age for that matter, actually I hate men and women, basically I hate people so maybe customer service is not for me! *WINK-WINK* Just kidding, (about the hating of women). No really I am very good with people, or at least I am good at faking it, as I know most of you have done in the past....with one thing or another. I am definitely willing to relocate, the west coast is a plus, maybe Chicago or down south. Any takers out there? Any ideas? Shoot them my way! Oh well I should get back to virus hunting! Wish me God's speed!